ooo sorry i didn't see your reply til now. you can get it at egor's dungeon and secrets. 30/g, 80/3g. Both stores are right at belmont and clark on the north side. you familiar with that area?
trust me dude im in the same boat as you. I just dnt conncect with people as much and my old friends and me just arient what we used to be. I feel so alone. I just smoke herbs and kick it with a few friends, but just LONELY. The only thing that makes me happy is raving anymore. Its sad dude..idk how to describe it. I used to be sumwhat shy...but talkative. Now Im so fucking quite..i let anxiety overwhelm me. Its annoying as fuck...i hope to be normal again sumday. In fact, sumtimes smoking herbs makes my anxiety worse. ITs fucked up. best of luk to you man.