attn: Veronica! (and all who care)

[dontkillthedj]

i jsut got your message on my phone (which is no longer my phone btw) and i thought this is the only way to tell you; i have no problems with you, but once i found out my parents had been looking at my myspace, i deleted ALL of my friends and all of everything. after that i started adding anyone who added me and i never really got to searching for everyone again.

i dont hate you i swear!

so yeah details you should know ar that i have no phone use, not internet (unless i sneak on like now) no leaving the house besides school and parents arent payin for my apartment when i move out anymore... i still WANT to hang out and see everyone at raves and stuff but im not going to be going to any untill this summer in norcal or after august in LA.

still figuring out all the details of how my living situation and culinary school is going to be paid for but basically the way i figure it, im a trooper, i'll figure it out.

so even in this, my darkest hour i try and maintain optimism.



so, for you and anyone who cares, i am not ignoring you all, i just have no contact with anyone! if you want to talk to me, pm me through ravelinks or send me a message on myspace. thank you so much for your patience and i really do want to keep contact with every last one of you so we can have just as good of a time when i return.

much love,
Goomba/Alex/Mauro

[Visine]

did ur parents see that u had this older lady on my space, and thats why u can't be on anymore. I sware officer i never touched the kid!

Just kidding, anyway i just thought id see if ur # still worked. Ur the reason i got on the forum, and now i've been to 3 parties and never even meet u. Oh well.
I know u'll be fine. It sounds like u have a positive attitude about ur situation, and honestly in life thats the most important thing, UR attitude. And its really the only thing u can control.

Good Luck, remember this scene will always be here,for ever, and ever and ever.

[Neowyvern]

Noooo goombaaa!! Meh.. I still think its funny your mom wont let me over.

I mean honestly... Getting high with imp at return all weekend.
pfft =)

[dontkillthedj]

Originally Posted by Neowyvern

Noooo goombaaa!! Meh.. I still think its funny your mom wont let me over.

I mean honestly... Getting high with imp at return all weekend.
pfft =)

i know its lame!

i was getting high with EVERYONE that night!

on a side note, noone is allowed over, it's not jsut you.

[dontkillthedj]

Originally Posted by vernniegrl

did ur parents see that u had this older lady on my space, and thats why u can't be on anymore. I sware officer i never touched the kid!

Just kidding, anyway i just thought id see if ur # still worked. Ur the reason i got on the forum, and now i've been to 3 parties and never even meet u. Oh well.
I know u'll be fine. It sounds like u have a positive attitude about ur situation, and honestly in life thats the most important thing, UR attitude. And its really the only thing u can control.

Good Luck, remember this scene will always be here,for ever, and ever and ever.

yeah, i try and keep a good outlook on life... usually.

see you all this august!

[Visine]

ur parents just want the best for u.

do ur best and i bet they will pay for school.\

I have an idea... start hanging out with all the asian nerds at school bring them over for study sessions. then ur parents will thinks u have completely changed ur life. then u'll have them eating out of ur hands. then surprise them and tell them ur going to apply for med school. i bet they will start paying for shit again.

Be an in the closet raver, i am and my parents think im a nerd, and they have no idea. like when i go raving i have one of my study friends pick me up and then i leave there house and go out. I tell my mom and dad that i was up studing all night thats why im tired.

[*pixy*]

ha ha vernniegirl always comes up with the best solutions..........

[dontkillthedj]

Originally Posted by vernniegrl

ur parents just want the best for u.

do ur best and i bet they will pay for school.\

I have an idea... start hanging out with all the asian nerds at school bring them over for study sessions. then ur parents will thinks u have completely changed ur life. then u'll have them eating out of ur hands. then surprise them and tell them ur going to apply for med school. i bet they will start paying for shit again.

Be an in the closet raver, i am and my parents think im a nerd, and they have no idea. like when i go raving i have one of my study friends pick me up and then i leave there house and go out. I tell my mom and dad that i was up studing all night thats why im tired.

yeah besidesthe fact that i can't have ANYONE over. whatsoever. and no leaving the house.

my strategy is just lay low and get a job to pay for my schoolin this summer or fall.

ill make it through no matter what. i want it too much to let it go.