Le Real Mi
ok so to start out, yes im a typical 17 year old whose pist off at everything but i hide a lot of feelings and emotions about myself that im really to afraid to share with the rest of the world, so this is why i came on here, to vent about who i really am. so basically 6 months ago i became fascinated with the Rave culture, but live with extremely protective parents, so it would be impossible to go to one and id be commiting suicide if i even thought of sneaking out to my house and go to one. I also found out about a month ago that i am very bisexual, although youd probably never even think about it by looking at me, and because i hang out with very heterosexual, almost homophobic, friends id never even mention it. I love to smoke weed and have been caught a bunch of times which makes my parents distrust me even more, but, youd probably never guess im a pothead by looking at me either, i recently got accepted into a pretty good private college in LA, Loyola Marymount, and got in because of my grades, SAT scores and extracurricular activities, but youd probably never guess im a nerd by looking at me either. So basically i joined ravelinks to do the faggy little stereotypical teenage thing and try to find myself, i really do not fit in with potheads, other gay or bi people or nerds, so because of this, yeah i do get pist off a lot and hang out with a lot of fresh off the boat latino kids. So, thanks for reading and when i move up to LA in about six months on my own, i hope to be able to hit up a rave for the first time, until then its just listening to techno and rollin thizz and smokin bud in my room, which is still very fun, but for now my dream is going to a massive rave, cause i find the culture to be amazing and even dream of being able to produce massive ones when im older someday.
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