i want to love you forever and hope you feel the same

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Originally Posted by 800m

It fucks you up more than the drugs

Oh yes.....

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Originally Posted by starbritegirl

i wish i knew the feeling of love....


"better to love and lose then never love at all...?"

You? Thats surprising.

Originally Posted by Klover

Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. ALT

agree...but tis better to wait for the right man and moment than rush it....

Yeah this is very true, my friend Jackson doesn't understand at all when I try to explain how I feel because he's never had a girlfriend for more than one week. And I can't try to explain how I feel to her because I don't want it to look like I'm really hurting even though feeling better and feeling absolutely like complete shit for letting myself get too ahead of myself and too emotionally codependent.

Every fucking relationship I get into is like a screwed up version of the first one, maybe its just me, maybe I just have a curse or I'm being punished for not being honest about my feelings with other people as I grew up hurting them probably just as much, but you do what you have to and what you need right? This one was like that happy hardcore song that goes, "I'm in love again, blah blah stronger than the first time, even if it takes a lifetime to get over you, I'm stronger than before" That is how it was. Part of it is that my life is not as exciting as it could be right now for certain legal reasons like I want to get out and do lots of fun exploring and adventuring but we couldn't thus things got monotonous.