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			<title>Friendship</title>
			<link>http://www.ravelinks.com/forums/blogs/pico/101-friendship.html</link>
			<pubDate>Mon, 10 Nov 2008 06:04:39 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA["Friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more beings. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis....]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="SeaGreen">&quot;Friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more beings. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism.&quot;<br />
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&quot;Altruism is selfless concern for the welfare of others.&quot;<br />
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Friendship is something i hold sacred. Its something i can best describe as a love relationship with somebody minus sex. I have lots of aquaintences, but only a small handful of friends.<br />
<br />
To me friendship means complete devotion, care and love for somebody. A friend is somebody that to me can do no wrong. Somebody i will go completely out of my way for. To me, i dont even see anything as an obstacle when im doing something for the benefit of somebody. (i.e. i wouldnt see it as 'driving 200 miles' to help somebody, it's just 'ill be there soon' to me.)<br />
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Having said that, i expect the same respect from somebody i consider my friend. Just like a passionate relationship requires love and care from both parties, a friendship would be meaningless if only one was showing care.<br />
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When i lose somebody as a friend (its usually because of distance and life changing,) it's the greatest pain ever. Likened to getting out of a close relationship with somebody youve been intimate with for years, the pain from losing a friend is so great no physical pain can even come close to matching it. Its an emptiness that burns the soul like none other.<br />
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When i spill my heart and mind to somebody in an attempt to help and am completely blown off, it demonstrates a problem that urgently needs to be addressed.<br />
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It is unfortunate that there is evil amongst us that gets so jealous of a friendship that it purposely tries to sabotage a bond between two people, and whilst you might be thinking 'if its a strong friendship, it will survive' .. a person can be weak in the mind for whatever reason (depression is a good example) and can easily fall victim to the negative influences of somebody with mischief on thier minds.<br />
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This leads me to my last point; when an evil has so greatly affected somebody's judgment that they can no longer see reality for what it is and cannot be helped short of being physically restrained, there's only one thing left to do; severing the friendship. This has multiple effects, a) it demonstrates to that person that you are willing to endure the pain and anguish from losing them and they will hopefully wake them up from the trance and allow them to logically analyze the situation, and b) it will allow you to distance yourself from the ruin that is affecting them so you dont get drawn in as well. Some would call this abandonment .. i disagree, it is instead a sacrifice, and done of great desperation.<br />
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The bad influence can manifest itself in many ways, it can be a drug addiction that overcomes somebody's body and mind, or a person that so captivates somebodys heart and soul, or even somebody thats forced to live in a certain situation because to them the alternatives are even worse.</font></div>

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			<title>Love</title>
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			<pubDate>Wed, 05 Nov 2008 06:32:01 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[Love has been the topic of every aspect of humanity; war, hate, peace, movies, food, cars, adventure, romance, etc. Its' concept dominates every part of our lives. 
 
"Its' concept" .. 
 
Ive been in love before. "love" to me mean something just short of complete emotional dependence of somebody,...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="SeaGreen">Love has been the topic of every aspect of humanity; war, hate, peace, movies, food, cars, adventure, romance, etc. Its' concept dominates every part of our lives.<br />
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&quot;Its' concept&quot; ..<br />
<br />
Ive been in love before. &quot;love&quot; to me mean something just short of complete emotional dependence of somebody, to be separated should feel like complete agony. When you love somebody .. you should strive to make them as happy physically and emotionally as you possibly can .. complete devotion.<br />
<br />
When such a pact is destroyed, its beyond words to describe the feelings that constantly bombard you in an unrelenting assault. The pain is so great that the scars it leaves can make the strongest willed people subconsciously put up &quot;walls&quot; to shield themselves from any possibility of such a commitment.<br />
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Thats whats happened to me.  Ive somehow managed to fall victim to the love spell a few times. It's not something you plan. You cant just look at somebody and think 'omg i love them.' It just happens. Its a feeling that your intelligence has no control over.. they become the backseat driver when emotions are speeding wrecklessly down the icey, curvy road.<br />
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People will enter what i call flash relationships (a friendship that is quickly transformed into one of great passion and craze,) where the &quot;L&quot; word is thrown around coupled with lots of physical show of emotion. Most people will recognize that state as 'Lust,' but most people will not be able to discern it from 'love' and fall victim to those relationships that last maybe 2-3 months where both parties are left wondering 'what happened to the magic?'<br />
<br />
Flash relationships rarely ever work and rarely ever leave the parties involved feeling happy with each other. They are the harbinger of the death of friendships.<br />
<br />
Quite honestly .. i hate how the word 'love' has been tossed around so much that you can tell a woman that you truely love her and you can in the same sentence describe how youd love to watch that new funny movie.<br />
<br />
There are a few people i love, but in these cases love doesnt come close to describing the feelings i have - my mom, sister, and brother. They are all in a position where they can truely do no wrong - yes i know that sounds stupid from an objective point of view - but my sister can go and massacre a family - and she would still be my little sister who i would end the world for to make her happy.<br />
<br />
Then there is another type of love .. friendship. It isnt romantic in the slightest, and like the love of family .. close friendship is one that cannot be torn. There are a few people that i would truely do anything for; they know who they are - thank you for being absolutely awesome people, youve been a blessing, inspiration, hope, kindness, love, greatness, and euphoria to my life.<br />
<br />
.. so before you go and tell people you love them .. think about the word for a minute. Expand your vocabulary and use words to describe your feelings. Falling in 'love' should not be something you do in a short period of time - especially overnight .. that isnt love - and be careful who you open your soul up to, because they have the power to destroy you from the inside out, and that is something that is incredibly hard to recover from without some form of self-desctruction.<br />
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Peace&amp;Love</font></div>

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			<title>s a m</title>
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			<pubDate>Mon, 27 Oct 2008 06:04:36 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>I dont even know where to begin... 
 
Over this weekend, i witnessed something so heinous done against a person i care about without having any hope of preventing it. 
 
At which point do you throw some of your beliefs aside momentarily so you can take actions you know are morally right? 
 
I know...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="SeaGreen">I dont even know where to begin...<br />
<br />
Over this weekend, i witnessed something so heinous done against a person i care about without having any hope of preventing it.<br />
<br />
At which point do you throw some of your beliefs aside momentarily so you can take actions you know are morally right?<br />
<br />
I know that sounds hypocritical, but i cant word it better; i dont believe in participating in drama and do everything i can to not allow it to effect my life - and to get involved with whatever happened would have caused drama on a massive scale.<br />
<br />
... i am continuously disgusted by the 'stereotypical American male' and every time i witness any sort of action against women that these fuckstains commit against woman, i feel a bit of my sanity and anything else good slip away because i allow that sort of thing to go on.<br />
<br />
I am so lost and i dont know where to get direction from; i thought i had it all figured out .... &quot;oh, let her learn from her mistakes, its just a fling, etc&quot; .... but then it happened to somebody i really care about.<br />
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Now what do i do?<br />
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Im done.</font></div>

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			<title>the l word</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 16 Oct 2008 05:20:34 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>Its not a toy or a paper airplane - dont throw it around.</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="SeaGreen">Its not a toy or a paper airplane - dont throw it around.</font></div>

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			<title>life;</title>
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			<pubDate>Wed, 15 Oct 2008 08:58:38 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[I'd love to meet anybody that has a truely optimistic view of life. 
 
So many people are filled with so much anger and hate for the stupidest reasons. "Drama" is a word thrown around a lot, and i'd love for the opportunity to meet somebody else that can just ignore drama and enjoy life. 
 
Life is...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="SeaGreen">I'd love to meet anybody that has a truely optimistic view of life.<br />
<br />
So many people are filled with so much anger and hate for the stupidest reasons. &quot;Drama&quot; is a word thrown around a lot, and i'd love for the opportunity to meet somebody else that can just ignore drama and enjoy life.<br />
<br />
Life is too precious to be spent fighting with others or worrying about what others think of this or that.<br />
<br />
I want to meet somebody that can hold a conversation without using the word 'like,' some that has an open mind.<br />
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Intelligence is a definite, wanna play chess?</font></div>

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			<title>Worldwide house list</title>
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			<pubDate>Sun, 12 Oct 2008 01:40:23 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[New and upcoming Los Angeles based blog, bloggin' about all the best and hottest progressive/electro house tracks worldwide... getting most of our initial fan base from Europe we are looking to expand on the domestic scale... check out us for FREE downloads of some of the hottest tracks on beatport...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div>New and upcoming Los Angeles based blog, bloggin' about all the best and hottest progressive/electro house tracks worldwide... getting most of our initial fan base from Europe we are looking to expand on the domestic scale... check out us for FREE downloads of some of the hottest tracks on beatport as well a huge array of underground tracks that can't otherwise be found... so you want all the freshest tracks, culture and live sets? come to the WHL! TRUST ME !<br />
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<a href="http://worldwidehouselist.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">http://worldwidehouselist.blogspot.com/</a><br />
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<a href="http://worldwidehouselist.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">http://worldwidehouselist.blogspot.com/</a><br />
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<a href="http://worldwidehouselist.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">http://worldwidehouselist.blogspot.com/</a><br />
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CHECK US(b~_^)bOMG</div>

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			<title>Awesome trance - streamed.</title>
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			<pubDate>Fri, 19 Sep 2008 00:51:30 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>Plug this url into your winamp and take it. 
 
http://live.radiotrance.ro/trance-192.m3u</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div>Plug this url into your winamp and take it.<br />
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<a href="http://live.radiotrance.ro/trance-192.m3u" target="_blank">http://live.radiotrance.ro/trance-192.m3u</a></div>

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			<title>Canada</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 18 Sep 2008 15:10:47 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>GO AWAY. 
 
We dont want socialism. 
 
DONT WANT.</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div>GO AWAY.<br />
<br />
We dont want socialism.<br />
<br />
DONT WANT.</div>

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			<title>Hackers</title>
			<link>http://www.ravelinks.com/forums/blogs/pico/77-hackers.html</link>
			<pubDate>Fri, 12 Sep 2008 22:46:40 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>True *hackers *began to separate themselves from what they termed *crackers*: a more derogatory term to identify this new group of hackers with more *malicious intentions*. However, this distinction has never been taken up by the media. 
-linkage...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div>True <b>hackers </b>began to separate themselves from what they termed <b>crackers</b>: a more derogatory term to identify this new group of hackers with more <b>malicious intentions</b>. However, this distinction has never been taken up by the media.<br />
-<a href="http://www.slais.ubc.ca/PEOPLE/students/student-projects/J_Heaton/criminal.htm#access" target="_blank">linkage</a>-</div>

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			<title>gas prices</title>
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			<pubDate>Fri, 12 Sep 2008 00:26:45 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>Dear Mr Bush, 
 
Thank you for telling the arabs to go fuck themselves and allowing us to have cheaper gas prices. $4.64/gal was really killing me, and i had considered selling my body for gas a few times. 
 
Thank you for allowing me to keep my dignity and relatively healthy body :)</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div>Dear Mr Bush,<br />
<br />
Thank you for telling the arabs to go fuck themselves and allowing us to have cheaper gas prices. $4.64/gal was really killing me, and i had considered selling my body for gas a few times.<br />
<br />
Thank you for allowing me to keep my dignity and relatively healthy body :)</div>

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			<title>Newbie</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 11 Sep 2008 07:58:37 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>Hi all , Im new here 
just looking for some ravers in the 
halifax/ dartmouth , NS, CANADA area. 
cant find anyoneee :( 
 
So IFn your in my area, or just wanna say hi 
i wont bite hard, i promise ð) 
:rolling:</description>
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Hi all , Im new here<br />
just looking for some ravers in the<br />
halifax/ dartmouth , NS, CANADA area.<br />
cant find anyoneee :(<br />
<br />
So IFn your in my area, or just wanna say hi<br />
i wont bite hard, i promise ð)<br />
:rolling:<br />
<br />
Peace,</div>

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			<title>Nature is attacking us!!</title>
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			<pubDate>Sat, 06 Sep 2008 17:45:12 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[And we've got to fight back. 
 
You cant ignore these hurricanes, earthquakes and rockslides that have happened recently. It isnt just in America - the center of all things good and pure (heh!) - the aforementioned rockslide happened last night in egypt. 
 
We have to do something. What if nature...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div>And we've got to fight back.<br />
<br />
You cant ignore these hurricanes, earthquakes and rockslides that have happened recently. It isnt just in America - the center of all things good and pure (heh!) - the aforementioned rockslide happened last night in egypt.<br />
<br />
We have to do something. What if nature got into cahoots with all the cosmos and really decided to do a number on us? We're fucked.</div>

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			<title>Noirs Birf Day</title>
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			<pubDate>Mon, 01 Sep 2008 04:14:17 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>Friday morning i wake up; ive an important task ahead of me - get ready and race down to the city to meetup with friends and go to las vegas for good times. 
 
So around 2pm we all meet up, my car is empty, so adrian hopes in, and trevor gets to ride with three girls. Not sure who was lucky, but i...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div>Friday morning i wake up; ive an important task ahead of me - get ready and race down to the city to meetup with friends and go to las vegas for good times.<br />
<br />
So around 2pm we all meet up, my car is empty, so adrian hopes in, and trevor gets to ride with three girls. Not sure who was lucky, but i had bass in my trunk so i was good :)<br />
<br />
The drive there was surprisingly short, given the fact that we stayed between 65 and 75mph the whole time due to woman drivers leading the way. Adrian and I talked about raves, call of duty 4: modern warfare, music, and other stuff .. time went by fast.<br />
<br />
We finally get to our hotel room (we stayed at 'The Plaza') and unpack our stuff and go for a long walk, exploring &quot;the worlds largest lcd screen&quot; and many casinos and wacky vegas things. Adrian and i decided that a quest to find lucy was in good order, and we went about asking various people on her whereabouts all the while decorating everywhere we went with  <a href="http://www.beatdropmusic.com/" target="_blank">Beyond the Beat</a> flyers.<br />
<br />
Sadly though, our quest to find lucy failed, and we had to get back to the hotel room to get ready for some clubbing.<br />
<br />
We made plans to hit up Krave, it was goth/industrial night and it was going to be my first time at such a club. I brougth some black with red accent UFOs and a black shirt, everybody else except trevor followed suit with similar and more gothy attair. Trevor choosing jeans and a t shirt &quot;drunk guy&quot; look. Oh well.<br />
<br />
So .. Krave was supposed to host 'goth/industrial' night, but i started getting suspicious when the security guard upfront greeted us with &quot;you look fabulous.&quot; We walk inside (i somehow got to sneak in. WIN!) and hear some mediocre 80's music, and walk around the club some. Something doesnt look right to me when i notice the lack of women and rather the abundance of men.<br />
<br />
..<br />
<br />
Yep. We hit up a gay bar.<br />
<br />
.. We debated for a few moments, but ultimately decided that the music sucked and that we need to find techno. Nao.<br />
<br />
While i raced back to our hotel room, Trevor used his gay iphone to find us club info. Ultimately we didnt find anything. Trevor hurt his foot, so he couldnt walk that night, and decided to retreat to his bed. The rest of us changed out of club clothes and walked around vegas doing what people in vegas do: snow (just kidding.)<br />
<br />
Wake up saturday .. we started preparing for Cirque Du Soleil. I didnt have a ticket for the show, and my plans originally were to find something to do for an hour while the show went on. When we got to Treasure Island (hotel hosting the show,) we decided some old fashioned sneaking in was in order. We hit up a bar where jackie got some hot bartender to shoot her some drink down her mouf. Fun times.<br />
<br />
Skip a few .. the show starts. Sneaking in was too easy. I was so amazed at how the performers did thier parts almost flawlessly. There were some minor screw ups, but they didnt hinder the show at all and are understandable given the feat over physics that was being accomplished.<br />
<br />
The rest of the night after the show was like the first, we did everything buyt gamble .. hit up a few casinos, explored awesome scenes like .. fucking Venice in Italy .. but in a building called &quot;the venetian.&quot; Spectacular.<br />
<br />
Thats pretty much it. A very awesome time with good friends.</div>

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			<title><![CDATA[Where there's a zip tie..]]></title>
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			<pubDate>Sun, 24 Aug 2008 20:30:34 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[..there's a way. 
 
Finished doing some body repairs on my car, and all i can say is that zip ties fall on the same plane as the much reverential duct tape.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div>..there's a way.<br />
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Finished doing some body repairs on my car, and all i can say is that zip ties fall on the same plane as the much reverential duct tape.</div>

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			<title>The End of the Spectrum</title>
			<link>http://www.ravelinks.com/forums/blogs/psilo/71-the-end-of-the-spectrum.html</link>
			<pubDate>Wed, 06 Aug 2008 17:32:33 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[Everything I do in life, I do too much of. 
 
It both gives me life, and takes away from it, and in the end it's going to be what both preserves me and destroys me. 
 
Whether it be school/studies, working, partying for days on end (with both drugs or no drugs involved), playing games, using the...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div>Everything I do in life, I do too much of.<br />
<br />
It both gives me life, and takes away from it, and in the end it's going to be what both preserves me and destroys me.<br />
<br />
Whether it be school/studies, working, partying for days on end (with both drugs or no drugs involved), playing games, using the internet, thinking, or debating... I do them all a lot until I become as proficient as possible.<br />
<br />
The yin-yang symbol of my life is more like a stretched out balloon than a circle, ranging from the most extreme values of each side of the &quot;good&quot; and the &quot;bad&quot; sides of life. I often state that I am a bad person for what kind of persuasion I've sometimes had on other people who can't handle attempting to emulate the kind of pressure I put on my body every week of the year to move forward as fast as possible. And it's true, maybe I am bad in some ways. But at the same time, I feel there is an equal &quot;light&quot; side rested in my soul and that I'm not a person who is innately negative in any way and would never hurt someone on purpose.<br />
<br />
I feel God and the Devil battling inside of me almost every day. I am attracted to evil things and prefer the darker and more obscure (occult?) side of life that is hidden from the public. Black is my color, White is my enemy. But why do I feel that way? Is it some sort of shamanistic values in my blood ranging from tens of thousands of years ago during the age of pre-history humanity? I don't know, but something inside is a swirling mass of chaotic war and peace. I'm not confused about myself one bit. I have my entire personality <b>down</b> and I'm so comfortable with myself these days that almost no situation makes me feel out of place or confused.<br />
<br />
Will the excessive strenuous lifestyle I put on my body kill me someday?<br />
I exercise a lot but I also eat a lot of food and a lot of chemicals.<br />
I fly from one side of the 'positive' spectrum to the other side of the 'negative' spectrum in a matter of a split second decision.<br />
And then I laugh about it and continue to go further with it.<br />
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It's still all vague to me, despite how well I know myself and how grounded I am in my own brain.<br />
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Only time will tell the long-term reprocussions of living such a high-speed and unstoppable lifestyle. I can't slow down.</div>

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