[roguernaut]

was 19. had no idea what a rave was. just kinda showed up with my cousin who was a hardcore candy kid from australia and my rave dad who keeps his rave life separate. i was handed a shit load of pills throughout the night. did shameful things. went back again a month later. was handed more shit loads of pills. tried again two months later. more pills.

eventually wondered what it'd be like without the pills. that's when i discovered maybe raves were more than just drugs. i realized there were whole different kinds of genres. they were all colossally different.

started going to events on my own to discover djs. the other friends that had gone with me at out first rave parted ways. they continued on their drug binges, and i continued on my own way.


raves have changed me

and i am drunk