[Meekerchews]

So ... I've done Salvia three times.

and every time I have the same kind of trip ...

There is more to all these trips ... but that would make this post waaay too long ...

#1
The first time I did it I was at a dark park at night with three friends. With had a bong, 40X salvia, and a mini torch. and so it began. The guy who when first flipped the fuck out. he was lying on the ground just screaming, I was just like whatever so I took mine, and went into my other dimension.

So my friend got up off the ground, grabbed something that was in my hand and ran. I was just begining to trip and was all like ... 'wait, no ... that’s mine too' .. so I attempted to follow him. I got up and walked to where he was ... and then just stopped, turned and began to walk around way ... the long way. I was walking in this weird shape around my friends, they asked what the fuck I was doing.

I just said "I don't, I can't control my body, the hands ... they're pushing".

these hands were pushing me in a pattern of life and I felt like I was only going to be able to see everything once, so once I passed by my friends, they would be gone forever, and I didn’t know what was next. I wanted to get out of this ... but I couldn’t ... because this was REALITY. I felt like this was the truth and I was stuck ... forever.

#2
the second time I did it ... I got stuck in a pattern again, and got scared ... but I that time I remembered something from my previous trip ... "I know this feeling". But I still wanted to get out.

The pattern that time was that I was stuck to everyone in the room ... and when I, and everyone else moved, we all had multiple layers to us ... and I tried to disconnect myself from them. [really I just fell on the floor] They picked me up off the floor and put me in a different chair, which felt reallllly weird because I was still physically connected to them in my trip, so I was all twisted.

So every time I do saliva I get the same kind of trip and the same feeling.

- patterns
- the feeling that ‘this is reality and real reality is fake’
- merging with objects
- uncomfortable
- voids ... or holes [ didnt explain that in the trip ... ]


And yeah …. I don’t like doing saliva … but I like saliva because of the connections between different peoples trips .. And the stories.