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Originally Posted by Klover
C'mon derly, why are you rolling so much?
While pure MDMA is not harmless when taking in small doses, staying healthy otherwise, and with a good amount of time in between, this is just not healthy. (and if you people want me to post research on my above statement, i will do so)
AND, it makes your rolls so crappy.
Don't roll more than twice a month IMO.
stay healthy in between.
the first week is your restoration week.
second week is your buildup.
http://usercash.com/go/1/39992/http:.../preload.shtml
or just follow all that shit.
when i used to roll I would have 4 pills and it was insane. it was peak for 8 hours straight because i also took them on a schedule and my body was 100% before saturday/friday nights. never really had a bad comedown that i blame to the pills.
the pills are not helping the sad part about school....in your mind they might be something to do to distract the pain or depression, but in the end just make it worse.
addiction does not start at the amount you take, but the reason.
stay healthy man, especially cause i want you rolling balls next time i see you.
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Oh I'm not trying to mask reality. I've come to terms with my failure many weeks ago. Lately I'm just trying to end the semester with my friends going hard as possible. If I wanted I could be rolling right now, but no-no thats not gonna happen. I know that each time I hit rock bottom in this state it'll get worse.
Right now I'm just trying to find any means I can to make Pop a bigger possibility.
And rolling Friday night, me and my friends all realized we should have been at B&W since we were the only people we knew rolling at the parties. I met people who would have rolled, but for my own safety didn't carry extra pills, or I could have made some money.