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dAym... was dIsheartening.. i hope you find your girl..

.. i can definitly say from experience that no matter how hard you try to control your kid.. ultimately.. parents have no way of holding a kid down if they have it in their head to do it. In fact.. in most cases.. trying to control a kid in that state will only push them closer to what they're tryng to get at.

..even if it is going to slowly kill them.



**my thoughts are with your fam.. best of luck man