Crossfaded:
Just wanted to drop in and let you know my thoughts, and please pay extra special attention to the use of very specific languaging here, every word is completely intentional.
I believed that there was a god. I believed in reality/dimensions that we, in our normal consciousness, are unaware of. I believed that we are all part of a infinite non-linear dynamic system where movement/action or response or inaction of any one part or unit creates a net response in all other units even if the manifestation takes on a different form. I believed all of this.
I used to do drugs. Pot, LSD, Shrooms, X, Coke, Glass, 5-MeO DiPT (Foxy), etc. I've done a lot of many of them in combination too. I've done them with a lot of people, many of whom I no longer know and some of whom are dead from them. But none of them ever produced the mystical. LSD and other hallucinogens certainly flirted with it, and they were my favorite. A candy flip (or hippy flip for that matter) is an extremely synergistic combination, a favorite. The psychedelic LSD qualities mixing with the empathogenic XTC vibes is just about a perfect high. But it still was not "The One"
"The One" would completely remove all reality. "I" would become everything in "The One". "I" would remember my entirety inside of "The One"...how could I forget that it was always this way? There are no borders between "Me" and the great "IT". IT (I) am all there is, and you are a part of it...a part of me...we are everything. Wait...
I now know that there is a god. I know there are reality/dimensions that we, in our normal consciousness, are unaware of. I know that we are all part of a infinite non-linear dynamic system where movement/action or response or inaction of any one part or unit creates a net response in all other units even if the manifestation takes on a different form. I know all of this.
But I cannot prove it to anyone. People who were there with me did not see it. There are no devices that measure it. And yet, I KNOW with out a doubt that what "I/WE/IT/ALL" was and is, reality. I cannot explain it, you just have to see it for yourself. I have not forgotten and never will.
Not everyone who experiences these substances experience what you did. So, just know this, what YOU felt was certainly influenced by drugs, but in no way simply being high. You cannot sprout a seed in infertile soil. The realizations and experience you had was already there, you just needed to step out of yourself for a minute to see it.
I believe you. I feel like i know you.
There are no absolutes, no real proof, no empiricisms to justify it, but I know it beyond doubt, and so, even if only for me, it is true.
Be well, be safe, continue asking the universe questions, it will answer.
---Psychonaught---
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