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Old 28.3.2006, 8:37 pm
Teknikal Teknikal jest offline
you may know me as seKond
Favorite Music: Acid!!!
 
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well damn king, you gotta start out man! where you get DJ king?!

as for me, Pink Panther has asked me, actually a lot of my friends as asked me why I picked this name when I began producing, I think, as hard as it is for me to explain I will try. First of all Sekond is pronounced "second" and the K is capitalized to pretty much emphasis what I have to tell people "it's second with a K" (i dunno why some people pronounce it as "see-kond")

Anyway, yeah, this is my second handle but it goes deeper than that...

second name
second faith
second life
second love

there are a lot of meaning,first of all it is sekond instead of second because although it is the same (pronounced) it is different (spelling) much like as we go through life, we may seem the same way as we were before, yet we are different, and we change every second of our life.

really the main focus of the name "sekond" is the second life, second love and second faith. when I was young, I have always been the I guess hopeless romantic type, thinking much like the "romeo/juliet" thing where one completes another and without each other comes tradegy. I fell in love with a girl, a deep love, or as I call it a true love that we shared, where we loved each other, now we were together for a while. about a year and a half, which is long to a high school kid like me, and the thing is I don't just throw out the "i love you" to anyone, if I say it to a girl, then it means I will love them until the day i die.

The breakup was terrible, one of the worst, if not at the top of the list, of the worst experiences I have ever gone through. I had no where to turn to, my friends were gone as if it was no deal to them, my family thought of just a typical high school break up, and I had no faith, because the faith that my parents raised me as did not match me, it just wasn't me. It was hell, I don't want to go into detail why it wasn't just a regular breakup, there were deeper issues, ask me in person if your curious. But for now all I can say is that I was on the edge...

It wasn't until one night, and I remember this so well, I was sitting at the edge of my bed, depressed, crying my eyes out, wanting the pain to just end, wanting it to all go ahead, when something inside me changed, it was like I noticed something, something that brought me comfort and peace. It was the music I was listening to, the music was what was comforting me, the music was always there for me, in my darkest hour, to help me when i was in need. I cannot really explain the experience, because of how deep and strong it was, but it showed me a true love that cannot be taken away from me, that music will always be there to comfort me and keep me at peace. that was the second love... a true love that cannot be taken away from me. a second faith because the music has become the words of god to me. a second life, as I felt I was reborn, like a new beginning, a beginning without fear...

basically my deep passion and deep love for music is wordless and voiceless. I wish I could explain how it feels to me, yet it is impossible, much like one trying to explain a beautiful scenery with only words and hoping the person reading will experience the same... it is impossible...

so yeah, that is how I got my name....
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